steez sister.: June 2010

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Flower waves/Good vibrations.

For the first time in a long time, I meditated. It is part of my A.M Yoga DVD but I usually skip it because I am too much in a rush, but man let me tell you, I never will again. It cleared my mind and helped me re-gain the state of mind I had partially lost during the school year. To be perfectly honest, it mostly comes in handy when dealing with my parents when I remind myself to brush off the bad vibes to keep my inner peace because things just are the way they are and you have two choices

a) Flip out, make a big deal about it, stress yourself out and get nowhere

b) Chill out, let it be known in a calm manner that you are not pleased with the situation but keep your cool because that's life and you gotta deal (Thank you Jack Johnson, king of all things mellow and good)

Don't worry, I haven't smoked anything, I just have had a lot of time to ponder. I miss my Polar Bear so much it actually hurts. I think I have cried more in the past week than I have in the past year but this time apart has made me realize how important what we have is. It is worth going through anything because it's the only thing in my life that really matters.

Also, I sewed today, for the first time in a long time. It felt nice. It's the first elastic waistband skirt I've ever sewn so this first one is kind of a test run to see how it goes. Hopefully everything will turn out nicely.

If you have the time, check this out. It's pretty awesome.

I've posted a lot this week because I've had the time and what seems like nothing better to do. I might not so much, I have about 13 DVDs that await me.

Namaste.